Well today, all was well. =D. Last night I woke up and went on the computer and I was really depressed about you-know-who and I needed someone to talk to, so I IMed myself. Go me. Anyway, after a while I was just like "I know.. delete them." "delete what?" "The convos." "The convos!?!?" "Delete the convos." Sooo I deleted all the saved convos I had with ..you-know-who.. and emptied the recycle bin. Yes. They are gone forever, never again to be read by my eyes. I felt so.. replenished... exhilarated.. lol I dunno what makes sense. VINDICATED. maybe. I went to sleep really easily after that. Then today, I was so happy for the first time like, ever. It was like nothing could go wrong or bring me down. I just had a really good day. hmmm.. I was sick.. really sick. But whatever. I was happy too. In Social Studies, we had a sub, so me and Katherine and Peter worked on this packety thing. It was really fun... lol. Jarid was so freaking annoying though, we were all really mean to him. lol. He even said he was just plain annoying. Wow. Then in Biology, Sophia and Lindley were kicking each other... and Lindley made the funniest face like everrr. lol. In lunch.. there was this old lady... enough said. Yes. Any story that begins with "so there was this old lady" you just have to assume is hilarious. I almost peed in my pants. lmfao. Then later on in Math, the window was wide open and it like sucked the shade up... omg it was so frikken funny. lmfao. great day, great day. Then after school, I walked to Natalya's house with her and Tara. We painted pumpkins in art club!!! I'm using scenery from Finding Nemo. wootayy. After that, me, Sean, Tara, and some other guy walked to 7-11 together. Mucho funness. So now.. I have homework and showering to do. But I first wanted to tell you about my new found content-ness. Well, first of all, my mood is no longer going to go by events or lack there of concerning Matt. Second, I'm going to go whereever the hell I want for lunch.... even though I like the current arrangement, if one day I wanna go to the deli, I'm going to the freaking deli. Third of all, well as I said earlier, I deleted the convos... I'm not saying I'm over him. Far from it. But it's progress... I think the next step will be burning the photos, for now, I'll just stop taking the photos to every cross country meet and sleepover/overnight trip I go to. Yeah, that's right, fuck you Matt. OKAY.. byee.