

Welll today was interesting. I got to school really late and had lunch with Lauren. Then in English I gave my presentation on The Pact (best book everrr). It was okay I guess.. I felt really sick though and it killed my throat. Then in Math Mr. Lessig never showed up to sing to us.. teeearsss. Then I went to art club. If anyone sees the purple handprints on the vending machine in the cafeteria... it ermmm.. wasn't me. ehem. Hmmm later I might hang out with Lauren, Natalya, Emily and some other guy. But if that doesn't work I'm just going to Friendly's with Lauren.. although Nat and Em can come if they want. =D. So.. here's a survey I took from Kelly's blog: Basics What school do you attend? Is this your first year in this school? Nope Which teacher seems the nicest? Uhmmm.. Smestad, Madame Nesfield, and well, that's it I guess. Mr. Formato and Mr. Kaefer are really funny... but I don't think they're like excessively NICE. What teacher is the meanest? Lupinskie. No mercy. What period do you have lunch? 7th <3. How is the food? Usually it's good. Who do you sit with at lunch? Lauren. and occasionally Peter, Natalya, and Kaitlyn. Oh and once Erica, Scott, and this other girl. They still think I'm Sam McCarthy's mini-me. Did you meet any new friends? Yep. If so, who? mucho people. YOUR DAY 1st Period- Psychology Who do you sit near during 1st period? Uhmm well we're in rows: Tara's behind me, and this girl who I think is named Janine is in front of me. 2nd Period- Chorale Who do you sit near during 2nd period? Tara. and Michelle has been sitting with us lately too. 3rd Period- French Who do you sit near during 3rd period? Rows again. Kaitlynn's in front of me, Sophie's behind me. 4th Period- World History AP Who do you sit near during 4th period? Katherine, Peter, Gary, and Jarid. Except Jarid doesn't go there.. he just follows Katherine, like everywhere. Agh. 5th Period- Biology Who do you sit near during 5th period? Lindley, Sophia, and Thomas. 6th Period- Lab/Gym/Free Per. Who do you sit near during 6th period? Lab>Lindley, Sophia, and Thomas. Gym>sit? during Gym? over Musc's dead body.. Free Per.>I go to lunch with my friends who have that period. 7th Period- Lunch Who do you sit near during 7th period? I told you already. Usually Lauren. 8th Period- English Who do you sit near during 8th period? Katherine, Jarid, Natalya, Flo, and someone else. Oh yeah, Cesar. 9th Period- Math Who do you sit near during 9th period? Kory. that's it.. we're in groups of two. lol. Color the movies you have seen along came polly 50 first dates 13 going on 30 thirteen confessions of a teenage drama queen meet the parents scary movie scary movie 2 scary move 3 scream 2 kill me later battle of holes notting hill haggard cky4 jackass the movie 40 days and 40 nights finding nemo shrek 2 shrek the craft cherish s.w.a.t. phone booth go head over heels agent cody banks the lizzie mcguire movie Scooby doo2 Man on fire Home on the range City slickers Radio Cheaper by the dozen Remember the titans Dirty dancing Barbershop 2 Starsky and hutch Stuck on you Something’s gotta give Big fish Bubble boy Love don’t cost a thing Win a date with tad Hamilton Good burger My baby’s daddy The perfect score Dulplex Bad santa Lost in translation You got served School of rock Dickie Roberts Calendar girls The cat in the hat Grind Pieces of april I’ll be there Intolerable cruelty gone in 60 seconds spy kids 3-d (what an experience..) whole ten yards legally blonde 2 caddyshack charlie’s angels full throttle camp the big bounce the prince and me my big fat greek wedding about a boy Johnny English Father of the bride Cabin fever Reality bites Office space Freaky Friday Willard Rat Bridget jones diary Club dread Summer school Police academy All about the benjamins Johnny q Mystic river(well part of it.. I fell asleep =D lol tara) Miracle (aww virginiaaa) Mona lisa smile 21 grams the notebook the cooler cold mountain monster’s ball splash hellboy gothika 28 days later godsend (oo i still wannaaa) wrong turn rose red blair witch project eight legged freaks killer clowns from outer space Three things you are scared of: 01 | loneliness 02 | physical pain 03 | the future Three people who make me laugh: 01 | Tara 02 | Kelly 03 | Peckles Three things I love: 01 | music 02 | chocolate 03 | Pizza (hahah) Three things I hate: 01 | Homework 02 | Whoever participates in making our schedules for school. 03 | This cough. Three things I don’t understand: 01 | how people can be so totally oblivious. 02 | why i can't ever get what I want. 03 | why my brother can't just grow up. Three things on my desk: 01 | my computer 02 | my phone charger 03 | my CD case Three things I’m doing right now: 01 | IMing ppl 02 | Coughing 03 | talking to Lauren on the phone. Three things I want to do before I die: 01 | Learn to surf. 02 | hmm I had this whole list and I can't remember... uhh travel to Europe, and Asia. 03 | fall in love. and be loved back by that person. Three Things I Can do: 01 | umm.. curl my tougue. I'm not very talented lol. 02 | Do the WAAAVE with my tummy. =D 03 | umm.. I guess I can't do anything else. Three Ways to Describe Me: 01 | Hyper 02 | Outgoing 03 | thats it.
Three things I Can’t Do: 01 | Run 02 | Memorize. My brain capacity has been totally filled. 03 | Draw/ Three things I think you should listen to: 01 | Yellowcard 02 | Matchbook Romance 03 | Dashboard Confessional Three Things I think you should never listen to: 01 | Ashlee Simpson. 02 | Jessica Simpson. 03 | 50 cent. Three things I say the most: 01 | Like 02 | That sucks/ You suck 03 | I don’t know. Three of your absolute favorite foods: 01 | ice creeeam 02 | Pastaaaaaa!!! 03 | uhh.. chicken fingersss! Three things you’d like to learn: 01 | Why mosquitos don't just eat us so they can heighten on the foodchain. 02 | How to run better. If that's possible. 03 | How to play REAL football Three beverages you drink regularly: 01 | Blackcherry Sodaaaaa 02 | hmm.. hot chocolate at lunch! 03 | Snapple. Lots of snapple. Three shows you watched when you were a kid: 01 | Alvin and the Chipmunks! 02 | The Muppet BABIES. I hated the Muppets. 03 | Doug Funny! (I watched WAY too much t.v.... b4 AIM was invented.) OMG FULL HOUSEEEE!!!! Well today, all was well. =D. Last night I woke up and went on the computer and I was really depressed about you-know-who and I needed someone to talk to, so I IMed myself. Go me. Anyway, after a while I was just like "I know.. delete them." "delete what?" "The convos." "The convos!?!?" "Delete the convos." Sooo I deleted all the saved convos I had with ..you-know-who.. and emptied the recycle bin. Yes. They are gone forever, never again to be read by my eyes. I felt so.. replenished... exhilarated.. lol I dunno what makes sense. VINDICATED. maybe. I went to sleep really easily after that. Then today, I was so happy for the first time like, ever. It was like nothing could go wrong or bring me down. I just had a really good day. hmmm.. I was sick.. really sick. But whatever. I was happy too. In Social Studies, we had a sub, so me and Katherine and Peter worked on this packety thing. It was really fun... lol. Jarid was so freaking annoying though, we were all really mean to him. lol. He even said he was just plain annoying. Wow. Then in Biology, Sophia and Lindley were kicking each other... and Lindley made the funniest face like everrr. lol. In lunch.. there was this old lady... enough said. Yes. Any story that begins with "so there was this old lady" you just have to assume is hilarious. I almost peed in my pants. lmfao. Then later on in Math, the window was wide open and it like sucked the shade up... omg it was so frikken funny. lmfao. great day, great day. Then after school, I walked to Natalya's house with her and Tara. We painted pumpkins in art club!!! I'm using scenery from Finding Nemo. wootayy. After that, me, Sean, Tara, and some other guy walked to 7-11 together. Mucho funness. So now.. I have homework and showering to do. But I first wanted to tell you about my new found content-ness. Well, first of all, my mood is no longer going to go by events or lack there of concerning Matt. Second, I'm going to go whereever the hell I want for lunch.... even though I like the current arrangement, if one day I wanna go to the deli, I'm going to the freaking deli. Third of all, well as I said earlier, I deleted the convos... I'm not saying I'm over him. Far from it. But it's progress... I think the next step will be burning the photos, for now, I'll just stop taking the photos to every cross country meet and sleepover/overnight trip I go to. Yeah, that's right, fuck you Matt. OKAY.. byee. Current Mood: content Hey thereee.. hmm well today I woke up at I just can’t kid myself anymore. I can’t continue to think that I mean anything at all to you. But I do anyway. Everybody must think I’m crazy, But it isn’t like their white lies help me in the long run. The line dividing fantasy, memories, and reality, Is no longer distinguishable. Somebody please save me from this ocean of emotion. I’m drowning in a sea of sadness, My sense being carried away by your current, My heart floating to the surface, swelling with you inside. But I’m still at the bottom, weighed down by all the pain you’ve caused me. I’m alone, and no one can save me. Somebody… save me. Well.. this morning I had a cross country meet. It sucked ass. After I ran, I puked again. Then I sat on the bus alone and blasted my iPod and bought huge soda. Then I went home and got ready. Then I went to Sean's party. We listened to songs like Barbie Girl. haha. Then we tried to blow up these bracelet balloons. "It gets bigger when you squeeze it." oh yes. Then we watched Wrong Turn. Hilarious stuff right there. I had to leave in the middle. Then I went to Samm's Cross Country party. We played cards, and then we all hung out in the basement and watched music videos and stuff. The guys kept turning on porn.. it was delightful. Then we got them to turn on "Sex Talk with Sue Johanson." It was this 80-yr-old woman giving sex advice to her callers. "I like that.. I like that." We caught Jake with his hands down his pants. haha. She explained where you can and cannot get warts.. apparently warts like the rectal area. We flipped back and forth between that and SNL for a while. Then we went home. The end. Bye.

Current Mood: Going insane trying to get outta here lol
Current Outfit: sweatshirt and jeans and my black lowtops
Current Music: Homecoming by Greenday
Current Conflict: The yankees better freaking win.
xoxo~Loretta~oxox
Psychology: The movie wouldn't work, lol, so he played the one for the next unit. I slept.
Chorus: There was a firedrill so me and Tara were even colder than usual. Which is saying quite a lot. Then he was lecturing us about not doing attendance right, and Tara raised her hand and asked why the teachers were all wearing their ID cards.. leave it to Tara. Somehow that question was relevant to this long story about the space shuttle launch in like 1996. Then we sang, and it hurt my throat. =(
French: We relearned the passe compose for possibly the millionth time. Wow. I already freaking know it. I was like dying that period.
Social Studies: Mrs. Lupinskie was back.. that's all I know since I paid no attention whatsoever. I should make sure there's no homework.
Biology: uhh.. apparently this period has been completely deleted from my memory.
Gym: I got out of playing 'cause I'm sick. So I did my english homework.
Lunch: Same routine with Lauren, only today we got Dunkin Donuts instead of Pizza. I had a muffin. I think tomorrow, I'll get a cinnamon raison bagel.. mmmm. Then I got a milkshake, and she got something from J&B. We met up again and walked back... and since suddenly this teacher decided to enforce the "no going upstairs" rule, we had to go into a different hallway and sneak up the staircase really fast behind some guy. lmao.
English: We had a substitute, but instead of doing the work, everybody just chilled. Jarid was REALLY annoying. grr.
Math: The shade was fixed and the graph-maker mabob was back. Wootayy.
After School: Went to the library with Tara. We went on the computer and fucked around for a while, and then went to art club. This was the highlight of my day. We met mini-Matt!! I screamed "OMG IT'S MINI-MATT" and Tara's like "Mini-Matt!?" and someone else goes "Who's Mini-Matt?" and everyone just said mini-matt a million times and this poor guy was like uhmmm wtf. and his friend finally goes "What the hell is happening?" lmfao. Then we basically were really hyper and verbally attacked mini-Matt. Oh yeah and mini-Matt stole Natalya's pumpkin. Ewww. And I ruined my sweater. =( omg I really want the real Matt and mini-Matt to meet each other... it's like my life goal. Oooookay, byee



Current Music: Adam's Song -Blink 182
Current Outfit: PJs =D
Current Conflict: How to get to bed at a decent hour tonight, for once.. while still getting the things I want to done.



Current Music: Save Yourself -Matchbook Romance
Current Outfit: what I wore to school.. red long-sleeved top, light blue jeans, pacsun bottle cap belt, pink and green hightops
Current Conflict: hmm.. how to get in One Tree Hill, Yankee Game, Hair-doage, and homework.
xox~Loretta~xox
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